[But he knows, above them are her Spartans. She says my Spartans after all, above him and Miranda is her work. But no, right now he can live with knowing that in her own way she cares about them.
He would have preferred not knowing about her death, he would have liked to just think that Miranda is alive and eventually has a family. Or something of the sort, let himself think that she gets that future he never had. But he is thankful it's her that tells him. John would have been awkward, Cortana as well.
Feeling her touch though he smiles some but doesn't move, he'll move in a bit if she doesn't make a move soon, and lifts his head up some. He wants this to stop but he's rather lost on how to make it stop, hoping she knows a way.
He's lost and for once he doesn't know how to handle it.]
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Date: 2013-04-08 02:34 am (UTC)[But he knows, above them are her Spartans. She says my Spartans after all, above him and Miranda is her work. But no, right now he can live with knowing that in her own way she cares about them.
He would have preferred not knowing about her death, he would have liked to just think that Miranda is alive and eventually has a family. Or something of the sort, let himself think that she gets that future he never had. But he is thankful it's her that tells him. John would have been awkward, Cortana as well.
Feeling her touch though he smiles some but doesn't move, he'll move in a bit if she doesn't make a move soon, and lifts his head up some. He wants this to stop but he's rather lost on how to make it stop, hoping she knows a way.
He's lost and for once he doesn't know how to handle it.]