[For once, she truly is. She doesn't know how to deal with any of this, and she's never properly dealt with that dying business. It hasn't gotten any better, and now that she knows he went through something so terrible that it's classified, and that Miranda suffers, and that so many of her Spartans are gone, she can't handle it.
She retreats further back into the container, clearing her throat but not able to chase the shake from her voice. She'd been so calm and so clear and she has to be the robot she made herself into, the machine, science and logic. People die here. They come back. It's all an illusion, or something like it.
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Date: 2013-04-09 04:56 am (UTC)[For once, she truly is. She doesn't know how to deal with any of this, and she's never properly dealt with that dying business. It hasn't gotten any better, and now that she knows he went through something so terrible that it's classified, and that Miranda suffers, and that so many of her Spartans are gone, she can't handle it.
She retreats further back into the container, clearing her throat but not able to chase the shake from her voice. She'd been so calm and so clear and she has to be the robot she made herself into, the machine, science and logic. People die here. They come back. It's all an illusion, or something like it.
Yes, that helps.]
Please... take care of yourself.